My inner thoughtz

Sometime, I find myself too complicated that I can't search my inner soulz. I mixed up with feelings along the way and I play with fire. At times, I don't even know who I am, and what I've became..it could be due to a failed relationship that cause such a change in me. Haven't met the person who understand me as much like my feelingz, my lust, my fantasy. Sex doesn't really mean everything to me. I love fun but I love long term funz..